The Solipsist

BY TROY JOLLIMORE

Don’t be misled:
that sea-song you hear
when the shell’s at your ear?
It’s all in your head.
That primordial tide—
the slurp and salt-slosh
of the brain’s briny wash—
is on the inside.
Truth be told, the whole place,
everything that the eye
can take in, to the sky
and beyond into space,
lives inside of your skull.
When you set your sad head
down on Procrustes’ bed,
you lay down the whole
universe. You recline
on the pillow: the cosmos
grows dim. The soft ghost
in the squishy machine,
which the world is, retires.
Someday it will expire.
Then all will go silent
and dark. For the moment,
however, the black-
ness is just temporary.
The planet you carry
will shortly swing back
from the far nether regions.
And life will continue—
but only within you.
Which raises a question
that comes up again and again,
as to why
God would make ear and eye
to face outward, not in?

 

Source: Poetry (January 2008).

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James Arthur, Natalie Diaz, and Tomas Q. Morin
Monday, June 10 at 7:30 PM
SPC at 1719 25th Street
Host: Emmanuel Sigauke



James Arthur‘s poems have appeared in The New Yorker, The New Republic, Poetry, and The American Poetry Review. He has received the Amy Lowell Travelling Poetry Scholarship, a Wallace Stegner Fellowship, an Amy Clampitt Residency, and a Discovery/The Nation Prize. His first book, Charms against Lightning, is a poetic bildungsroman organized around the theme of awakening from a “ghost world” in order to journey toward a definition of selfhood. Romantic in spirit and contemporary in outlook, Arthur’s poems are rhythmical, elastic, and expressive. During 2012-2013, Arthur will be a Hodder Fellow at the Lewis Center for the Arts in Princeton. Charms against Lightning will be published by Copper Canyon Press in October 2012. http://www.jamesarthurpoetry.com/

The Land of Nod

Growing up, I barely knew the Bible, but read
and reread the part when Cain drifted east
or was drawn that way, into a place of desolation,
the land of Nod, there to begin, with a wife

of unknown origin, another race of men,
under the mark of God. As a boy, I thought Nod
would be a place where the blue scillas
would bloom grey, a country of the rack and screw,

the serrated sword, where the very serving cups
were bone. As a grown man, I’ve heard that Nod
never was a nation—of Cain’s offspring, or anyone—
but a mistranslation of “wander,” so Cain

could go wherever, and be in Nod. Far more
than in God, I believe in Cain, who destroyed
his own brother, and therefore in any city
could have his wish, and be alone.

The Kitchen Weeps Onion

The kitchen weeps onion
because the cook is dead. Pans strike chorus
and the ladles keep a knock-kneed stride.
Burners gleam more brightly. Chives,
chives, and chives.
Everyone seems so tired
but the diners can’t sleep. The kitchen tonight
weeps onion, so everyone else must weep.
What’s the use in talking? Let’s touch,
and turn apart. The cook is quiet,
cold, unearthly, and the turnip
breaks its heart.


Natalie Diaz was born and raised in the Fort Mojave Indian Village in Needles, California. Her poetry and fiction have appeared in The Iowa Review, Prairie Schooner, Crab Orchard Review, Best of the West, The Speed Chronicles, and Sing: Poetry from the Indigenous Americas. After playing professional basketball in Europe and Asia for several years, she completed a poetry and fiction MFA at Old Dominion University. She lives in Mohave Valley, Arizona, and directs a language revitalization program with the last Elder speakers of the Mojave language. Her first book, When My Brother Was an Aztec, is a fast-paced tour of Mojave life and family narrative: A sister fights for or against a brother on meth, and everyone from Antigone, Houdini, Huitzilopochtli, and Jesus is invoked and invited to hash it out. When My Brother Was an Aztec will be published by Copper Canyon Press in May 2012. http://www.narrativemagazine.com/authors/natalie-diaz

A Woman with No Legs

for Lona Barrackman

Plays   solitaire  on TV  trays  with decks  of old  casino cards        Trades

her clothes   for faded  nightgowns long  & loose  like ghosts        Drinks

water & Diet Coke from blue cups with plastic bendy straws       Bathes

twice a week         Is dropped to the green tiles of her HUD  home while

her  daughters  try  to  change  her  sheets &   a  child  watches  through

a crack  in   the door          Doesn’t  attend  church  services  cakewalks or

Indian Days  parades         Slides her old shoes under the legs of wooden

tables & chairs         Lives years & years in beds & wheelchairs   stamped

“Needless  Hospital”  in  white  stencil           Dreams of  playing kick-the-

can in  asphalt cul-de-sacs  below the brown  hum of  streetlights about

to burn out          Asks her  great-grandchildren  to race  from one end of

her room to the other as fast as they can & the whole time she whoops

Faster!  Faster!          Can’t remember   doing   jackknifes  or cannonballs

or breaking  the surface  of the  Colorado  River          Can’t  forget  being

locked in  closets at   the   old   Indian   school          Still  cries telling  how

she peed the bed there         How the  white teacher wrapped  her in her

wet  sheets & made  her stand  in  the hall  all day  for  the  other  Indian

kids  to  see             Receives  visits  from   Nazarene   preachers  Contract

Health &  Records  nurses & medicine   men   from   Parker   who   knock

stones   &   sticks   together   &   spit  magic   saliva  over her       Taps out

the   two-step  rhythm  of  Bird dances with her fingers               Curses in

Mojave some mornings           Prays in English  most nights           Told me

to keep  my   eyes open for the  white man named   Diabetes who is out

there   somewhere   carrying   her  legs  in   red   biohazard  bags  tucked

under  his arms           Asks  me to  rub   her  legs  which   aren’t there  so I

pretend   by   pressing  my hands  into the  empty sheets  at the foot  of

her bed          Feels she’s lost  part of her memory the part the legs knew

best like  earth            Her  missing knee caps  are bright  bones caught in

my throat.


Tomas Q. Morin‘s poems have appeared in New England Review, Narrative, Boulevard, Slate, Threepenny Review, and Best New Poets. He has received scholarships from the Fine Arts Work Center, Bread Loaf Writer’s Conference and the New York State Summer Writers Institute. He teaches literature and writing at Texas State University. His debut collection of poems, A Larger Country, was chosen from more than one thousand manuscripts for the APR/Honickman First Book Prize. It charts the land we call memory, a place the dead and the outcast call home; the map that emerges shows us that while the terrain of memory may be rugged, filled with both joy and sorrow, it is also “the world we always said we wanted.” A Larger Country will be published by Copper Canyon Press in September 2012. With Mari L’Esperance he has also just edited Coming Close: Forty Essays on Philip Levine (Prairie Lights Books, 2013).  http://www.tomasqmorin.com/

Laika

In ‘57 Sputnik 2 carried her into space
where the first bark went unheard.
Did she lick herself or nip at the whir
of the fan in that cabin?  These concerns
were not important to science, unlike velocity,
heart rate, time of death.  When my faith
in justice wavers I embrace my inner Greek
and butcher the sky, carve out a swath of stars
catching a curve of light millions of years old
and pretend they are the outline of a dog,
half-husky, half-terrier.  I retreat to this fantasia
when another report of animal cruelty
soils further the already filthy news.
It was years before we knew
she didn’t last more than five hours
in that wretched kennel, weightless,
and think of the trash she could have rooted,
the black boots she could have shined
with a few well-placed curtsies
in deference to the great mutts of history—
think Khrushchev and Kennedy.
Sweet Laika, it has been decades since my last confession,
and my sins are many: in Kathmandu I herded strays
through the alleys, ticked their foreheads
and paws red, wept in gratitude when they licked my face
because now they might let me pass
through the gates of heaven with only a tender snarl
for having diced garlic, may the bulbs forgive me,
in the kitchens of Laos.  I went my whole life
without seeing a dog struck by a car and then it was there—
have mercy upon the pronoun, I didn’t get out—
in the mirror, watching the Chevys and Fords,
pounding the pavement with its tail before the truck
hauling from Georgia who knows what,
and it was in that other Georgia, the colder one,
where I entered the life of a minor scientist,
hunting the bakeries of Moscow for tea cake
one day, the trash heaps the next for any dog
the size of a breadbox, one not much bigger
than the tabby at the foot of my bed dreaming
about the injustice of wings, unaware of my past
allegiances, that I was born under the sign of the dog,
that I have lived and died a traitor to my own kind. 

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